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I don't know anymore.

I don't know what to do anymore. I'm never able to sit down for more than 10 seconds without being yelled at. I don't understand any of the stuff I learned in math, I'm not able to pay attention, My grades are falling because of this. I'm always running around and never get a chance to sit down and relax for more than a minute. And if I relax for too long, my Dad says, "All you do anymore is sit on that chair and play on your phone." which isn't true. My parents think I do MUCH less than I actually do. My life is extremely stressful and I just need a place to vent. I'm always worried about something. Sure I get to go to Florida and Coastal Carolina University to play baseball. That's awesome and one of the pros to being on US Elite. Trust me, I love baseball more than anyone, but if I say that, it feels like my dad doesn't believe me. He says he thinks the only reason I do workouts is for him. I do workouts for my self-benefit. To get better at baseball. Every day in school I can't wait to get out and get ready for a game, practice, etc. Whenever I get a chance to play on the field, I get super excited and am super confident. But I don't think many people believe that and I don't know why. I just need a break from all of this. My own little sanctuary where my dad can't barge in and accuse me of being lazy or not working hard when I work hard ALL DAY. I don't know if you'll read this, Mr. Schick, but if you do, thanks for listening.

This is the end of my post.

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